9Months

{ January 7, 2010 @ 12:39 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Im actually really suprised that im in soo long in the relationship.We have been thru alot and i mean really alot.I love him more than i love myself.Its hard to explain it too words.well i cant believe its already 2010 and new year will be a new job and life for me yes im resigning at my current job.1 i cant stand the people 2 i need to venture out more if not admin den retail will be the last resort.mama has been pesstering me too to get a new job asap.

Well bf has been hard on me lately because believe it or not sometimes u must be superstitious about certain things and for me its the HAIR.When some boys keep long hair they will tend not to listen to u and sometimes dont bother also about u.Thats what happen to him and now thank god he is not like that anymore.Why??DA BOTAK!!!hahaha.quite cute actually.I just perm my whole hair also and its soooo not nice.Ill see how it goes when i

Sometimes

{ September 16, 2009 @ 4:52 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Sometimes in life i know i have to accept certain things about people and how they love about it.BUT you people have to accept whats in me too.Its just disturbing sometimes.Had a few tiffs with bf and i just dont like the moment when it happen its irritating because sometimes bf just wont listen to me.But im glad that we are ok now.thanks to our perserverance.

Anyhoo met up with Sara and Ika on monday.Met Sara first to do a lil brief shopping to get for myself a clutch beg and i manage to find one.in result of losing my 50bucks to dont know where-_-haha nabey betol and i just cant wait for october chalet!we are so gonna have alot of fun sayang im sure of it.nyahaha.time check 1241am and im dam sleepy tomoro is a long day for me.toodles!P1030249P1030259P1030251

So what?

{ September 12, 2009 @ 1:28 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Im not werking today which is equivelent to me not going out which is also equal to BORING!!haha.tkpe2.I still wanna go out later to do threading.da macam bush sia.hahaha.Ok i dont know what more to write because im super HUNGARY!!Ok tahan qiss tahan kan puasa.LOL

IGNORANCE IS MY NEW BESTFRIEND

Excitement

{ September 11, 2009 @ 11:23 am } · { Uncategorized }
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In alot of ways

  • Geylang trip with mummy
  • Geylang trip with ferra
  • Metting the girls
  • Outing with bf
  • Chalet

Oh so much to do so little time.Perut saya da kenyang waiting for bf to arrive mata pun da kuyu.Camne nie??

HeartBroken

{ September 10, 2009 @ 4:53 am } · { Uncategorized }
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In life there is ALOT of obstacles you have to occur.In an instance a happy person can turn sour in just a split second.i pitied her right from the start.Sometimes i begged but its just really so much love that got into the way.
HUN BE STRONG THIS IS JUST ANOTHER PART OF LIFE YOU HAVE TO GO THRU.YOU KNOW ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.THERE WILL BE ALOT OF CRYING BUT I HAVE MY SHOULDER THAT YOU CAN CRY ON ANYTIME.

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Anyhoo met up with ferra n issyah reecently.macam cerita lama.nyahaha
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And2 HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY LOVE!!!

Saddend

{ September 7, 2009 @ 10:50 am } · { Uncategorized }
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My hearts aches alot problem after problem arrised.Im saddend about alot of things sometimes i just dont wish to live anymore if family is not with you.I appear to be tough but i am really soft on the inside.it hurts when you dont appreciate all the things ive done for you.i expect only one thing that is comfort but instead you walk out on me.what more could i ask for from a mother than just love tender care.But i didnt get any of those today when i cry my heart out for you.You ignore me and just walk away.my heart crushed.I ve did everything that u asked me to.even my own dad hate me but i dont care because i know u love me but now??its seem so obvious that u do not care if im there or not.My sister means more to you that ur daughter who gave you money and everything.but the one that you LOVE didnt do anything for you.Im saddend and just cant do anything anymore but just to be by myself from now on and not to depend on other people including family and even my bf.i know its not fair to him because he was there when i need him but yeah i want to change to be really independent and just to be myself.

Anyhoo something happy to share.Went to GELARE to accompany FERRA for her ice cream day and i hope we really make her day i wanna upload the pictures but i hafta resize everything.leceh.ok i wanna get ready for buke by MYSELF and i will hafta get use to it.

ANGER

{ September 5, 2009 @ 3:02 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Im angry frustrated not happy every angry feeling!!!!ahhhh!!!!what is expected to be a good date turns out to be a worst date ever.I hate him everytime its me who forgive him and he is taking advantage of the situation.i just cant stand all this anymore im not strong enough.im just not in need off all this.i need a time off alone.although well i say i hate him but i do love him soo much but this kind of things just hurt soo deep that words cant explain.i just need to clear my head.im working tomoro and i guess i better get sleep.

Lethargic

{ September 5, 2009 @ 4:23 am } · { Uncategorized }
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Ive been working like alot and its sooo tiring.I hate SHIFT!!!!!So this is how my hair looks like now.

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Anyhoo went to break alone yesterday but bf was sweet enough to call me every breaks.nyhaha.will be going out with him today to geylang to buy for mummy her lampu kelap-kelip.Shes been asking for it like from last week.haha.After that will be heading to town to get for myself pumps.see how it goes because i plan to save money yo.nyahaha.and oh i have a picture of bf sleeping credits ferra!hahahah.

Speaking of her sometimes i pity her for being in that relationship.im not talking about her literally but all the girls around especially my friends.If you are suffering please dont stay at that relationship for long because it is really not worth it sometimes what the boys need is a slap of reality than SOMETIMES they will come running back to you.I have been thru this so i know very well how the situation is.Im not teaching you guys about LOVE because i dont know about it that much but the basic things i think girls should know.But im no expert:)Ok i wanna bath and get ready.Toodles!

New

{ September 1, 2009 @ 4:55 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Hi blogger is always being a bitch so ive decided to switch to something simple.So taddaa!!haha.plus not alot of people know about this like you know the common ones like LJ and recently TUMBLR.This is simple to use so i tout of using it for now.Similar to LJlah.

Ok spent time with bf just now.Me and bf wanted to spent time alone together so we’ve decided to book a chalet just the 2 of us for 2 days and i hope its gonna be fun well some of you who are a lil conservative will think something strange but hey im not that kinda girl just spending time together and a total of 420 bucks*faints*haha.bf paid first and ill pay for him slowly.After that walk around town as he wanted to check out the price for the macbeth shoe and than went to paragon as i wanted to check how much is the crumpler bag that i plan to get for bf.BUT if he didnt get the show b4 i do than ill buy for him since he wants it soo much.Ok im getting sleepy so i wanna sleep.toodles!